Holding onto Your pant legs!

I hold onto your pants legs

and don't want to let you go

no not ever

no not now

i love you so much

I will let you drag me even though I know you never would

while I hold onto your robe and say dont want to let go!

Between the cherubim is where I want to be! between

the four living creatures crying out

holy! holy! holy!

Dancing in sweet ecstasy in that heavenly place

I know you want us to go after it

for your word says to

I wont stumble back now that I know

i am a rightful citizen of heaven

and of your heavenly family do i belong!

I have come to thousands of angels in

joyful assembly!

and to the spirits of the redeemed!

To Jesus!

I am hidden in Christ Jesus

who sacrificed Himself

for such a wonderful salvation sweet God!

It was part of your plan to rejoice over me

to rejoice over us

to rejoice and have fun with us

let us go out and carry your glory to the nations

take us higher than we have ever gone before

I know you laugh while I come closer to the throne

while your lightning bolts and thunders shake the ground

I reverently fear you

I dance to the cracklings of thunder

i shriek and even though

I feel a little terrified with your beauty

i know that this is the only place i want to be

a place of laughing and rejoicing in the heavenlies!-ar

All Glory and honor belong to You

All glory to Him who sits on the throne
I have no glory here to try and steal from You
Its Your goodness that comes
and It's your goodness which lasts
It's only to You the glory belongs
It's quite alright
I am singing heavens song
All glory, honor, and power belong to You
if anyone dares to take it
you will crown them with humility
that they may learn
its not about them
It's about You
It's about the good things You are doing
and Your power working through
it's not about us, its about You
Its not about me, its about You
all glory and honor go all to You--ar

From glory to glory

Theres a new place of ownership that I am at

Theres a new place of goodness that i walk upon

theres a new place of forgiveness that i know

theres a new place in where i am truly letting all go

there is a new place for us to sit and reason together

theres a new place of inheritance that i am passing through

do i need to cry out for more of you?

i merely respond to your desire over mine

i merely respond to your limewire

in which we pass our heavenly communication through

we merely pass from glory to glory

and as long as i am beholding your glory i am passing through from

glory to glory

as i look into your word i am delighted

to see all that it is you have spoken of me

look it is written about me

in the book of the Lord

about the one He loves

and i treasure it so dearly

i suck on the succulent breast of heavens milk

i become intoxicated with your revelation and your deep love

i do feel why yes i am strong enough

You are my bread, i eat of your flesh,

you are my wine i drink of your blood

i become intoxicated and zoom into the spirit

of revelation and wisdom and of all of heavens mysteries

do i desire

my desire is for you

how could it not be

break all this weariness

for it shall have no part in me

i decree the truth and simplicity

of truly dwelling within Your divinity

as i pass from this glory to that glory

where is glory on the map

o do tell me

where is glory

for i am chasing after thee

i am thankful for thee

and all that you are doing

You are better to me

than anything

How great is your greatness

I am chasing after thee!

You are all I want

You are all i crave

my mouth open s wide

as you chase away any

dross

any stagnation

my mouth opens wide

mama bird come and fill it

i am your bride

i am your wife

submitting to your will

o give me more to obey

give me more to obey

for in that obedience comes

my freedom

ah yes I am free

yes i am free

thank you thank you

i am free indeed

i walk in the truth and

the truth sets me free

i am walking with truth and your goodness and mercy

follow after me

thank you goodness

thank you mercy for you will not let my foot stumble

upon the rocks of life that try to outshine or outlast you

thank you

enough said

thank you--ar

Undone

Your treasure chest is filled

with gemstones so bright its as if

I am becoming blinded

by Your incredible light

Lightnings and thunders

around Your throne

but yet I sleep like a baby

in the middle of the storms

I am in Your boat

going to where You want me to go

to take a trip on heavenly roads

unknown

each road has Your footprints on it

which way shall I go?

On to the way of the treasure chest

at the end of my rainbow

my rainbow

my promise

i delight and sprint to it

like a deer running from her foes

i will see my treasure

i will find the gold

that i will exchange for inviting more of my sweet God

to lovingly know

my tears fill my eyes

You have been here all along

right by my side

o how the enemy has lied!

Your robe so white

give me a new robe

dress me in white

Your wedding day I await

o sweet adoration

of my hearts delight

to feast and taste and see

how sweet You really are

becoming to me

sweeter than a jolly rancher

sweeter than a wedding tart

sweeter than any beautiful thing

i have created in my heart

reach out to me

o beauty of God

reach out to me

overtake me

faint me

make me faint

i hold my hands to my head

and drop into Your arms

for i am sick with love

do not awaken me until He desires

I desire Your power and tenacity

I desire Your diligence

and multiplicity

awaken me

for i must tell

those around me

to taste goodness divine

divine

for yes You are

so divine

and Your heart in intertwined with mine

ah how i love it

no one can steal it or take it from m e

ah i swim in Your divine trinity

come to me I sing

out to You

chasing You

catching You

while You sweep me off of my feet

the rhythms catch me

the notes glide through me

heavenly ecstasy

treasure chests of divinity

radiating like so

You hold me

dont ever let me go

You are steadfast

You will not let me go

You will not let those

who dare to try

take me away from Your hands

I am bonded to You

forever

Your wife sweet Lord

I am Your bride

i rejoice in the excitement

that is a production of Your love

bringing forth my new life

i dont understand

i cannot even fathom the alienation I feel

from this world

its because of You i am able to adore

happy

happiness

give me room to dance

make ways for me in the wilderness

for out of egpyt i come

out of babylon i run

home sweet home

this is not just for mere fun

they wonder

they stand in awe

run over yonder

for I have become undone--ar

Fruits I've never seen before

I lay under Your apple tree

asleep

until You awaken me

to taste of Your sweet fruit

I am drunk on Your love

I am filled with Your heavenly presence

For You abide within me

I faint its

as if I have never really tasted You this

way before

You confound my ways

You confound my mind

You take me on a trip

into heavenly ecstacy..sweet quite divine..

ah the sweet taste

of Your fruit

on my tongue

My tastebuds awaken to

Your enjoyment

My mouth salivates

with Your goodness

dripping its as if im

almost drooling

Your sweet honey globs run

over my head

and You anoint my head

with Your oil of sweet divine love

sweet divine revelation

Newness is a song

that my ears are ready to hear

my ears itch for You

and Your sweet love

different fruits

even ones I have never seen before

with vibrant colors

and smells so sweet

tastes that are unbeknownst to me

o heavenly Father

inebriate me--ar

That is what i contemplate

You have renewed my hope
even though the puzzle pieces of what happened
yesterday
dont quite make as much sense to me now
as they may 10 years from now
but i think the enemy tries to lie to me
and make me feel as if this is all that is happening
just what is going on in the here and now
theres a bigger picture
though i dont quite understand it
but its ok i dont have to
i have You to remind me
Lord i think of him
and what time i spent
waiting almost as if for nothing
i feel like it was a big joke
yet i know that i grew so much
i learned how much You really love me
and how special and important I am to You
i learned that I am part of You
a special part of creation that expresses the beauty
of You
its like I was waiting for a drop of love
from him
and all i got was the sand kicked in my face
and in my eyes
which brought the tears that i cried
i never wanted to go another day without him
gosh how could that be?
such a freaking mystery
and i think, no
its not such a mystery at all
there was never anything there to begin with
it was all nothing and originated from nothing?
i dare to say
that is what i contemplate
I may be way off
i may not know what is going on in his mind
nor do i really have to know at this time
but you will disclose the truth
once and for all
you will let me know
i dare to take it all
i dare to run and look it in the face
i dare to say its okay I have the Lords embrace
take me higher with You into the secret place
show me the answers
show me the truth
because it is You who knows all things
and i ask that You help me see a little bit more clearly
Youve got a master plan
and its written who is to be in it
and who is not to be
i embrace the people that You
have brought me
and ask that You help expand me
in the areas of sweet love
because i know its in there
my heart is not that cold
i ask for Your love
on Your truth I am sold
give me manna
give me grace
help me to further contemplate
Your wonders and mysteries
for this it takes great faith
but i know that my faith is more
precious than gold
i dont want to sound dramatic
but I am daring to be bold
i make my claim
i stand on Your promises
You say that Your plan is not to harm me
but to bring me good
a good future
and if You are at the center
of it I just cannot go wrong
I thank You for everything from
the bottom of my heart--ar

Come to my rescue Jesus

broken
sadness
depression
faint
fatigue
tired
weary
alone
afraid
scared
alone
well how the hell
did i ever end up here
was it his fault or hers
or anyone at all
when i think of loud music and blinding lights
i wonder if that would even help me out tonight
i think of the voices
and say
i dont even feel like talking tonight
i cant even whisper
i dont have the strength
i want to collapse but fear You wont
be there to catch me
if I just let go
of all of my control
in every area of my life
O dear God
im hurting to bad
i feel the pain rush
I cant even stop to feel
an inch of this agony
when I think who will come and rescue me?
behind closed doors
i dare to even shout
talking to You is what its really
all about
for me right now
if i can talk to You
i think I can make it through
maybe just one second at a time
but im tired of this crap
and im leaving it all behind
to take my faith and run with it
to take my new life
and just go with it
be with me
Lord just be with me here
Renew this mind
renew this spirit
renew this heart
give me a new heart
give me newness
i cry out to You
as if I havent eaten for years
as if ive starved myself
and im trying to push aside
all of my fears!
take me and help me
o sweet God of grace
Help me lovingly look into Your face
Jesus come to my rescue
I am calling out to You tonight
Come to my rescure
I dont have strength to fight!--ar

You are only what I long to live for

Totally brand new

I sit and go down memory lane

and say was that really me?

I'm crying out

for You to restore me

Divide the lies from the truth

all under Your blood

You love my voice

and that I count on

to carry me through

Knowing I have matured

You place confidence in me

for You, even You, Lord

do trust me

To carry them through the

gates

and into the heavenly place

its a task

that I never imagined

but one that You have called me to

and i do sweetly embrace it

Lord

I ask for Your forgiveness

and thank You for taking me

onto better things

paint me a picture

of what walking in truth

really really means

Take away my lies

take away my avoidance

let me look at You straight in the face

the unavoidable

I know I hear Your voice

may I heed it always

may I feel Your embrace

once more

leaving behind

the who knows

what it all really was

perhaps just a friendship

perhaps just a way

to teach someone

what it really means to know You

without any masquerades

wow

dear God

I thank You for my honesty

and I ask that You let it help

those around me

for what does it even mean

to know You

and lie to You

at the same time O God?

You know everything

theres nothing we can keep from You

Take me higher

maybe slowly but higher

is what is gonna have to do

there is no turning back

remove my fears

from all the years

and place me in Your hands

Hold me

Lord

because only You

can do it Lord, only You can do it--ar

Devil wont win

theres an open door

to my heart

and the water is gushing out

rivers and streams of water

just pouring out

all over the place

everywhere

synonymous with my salty tears

and the pain of a new life

i dare to hold dear

near to me

this is my new life and

dont you forget about it

its my life

so dear and precious to Him above

I know i am worth more than gold

my worth is equivalent to that of a fine

diamond

to be handled carefully

and to be looked upon with awe

if you dont see it

you have your blinders on

the sacrifice i made

was not in vain

i hold on for dear life

thanking Him again

for He rescues me out

of all of my afflictions

and distresses

and i know my faith

has very well been tested

and even shaken

but i stand firm

to the end

not looking down

now i begin

to tread over serpents

and all that tries to ensnare me

the devil wont

win

because i told him

to get behind me--ar

Caught up in Him

a single tear
with the salt of a thousand emotions
a thousand feelings
climbing uphill
when im losing my strength
wont u run a mile for me
my perserverance
makes me question my sanity
is this is a false hope or a reality
is this something i asked for
because i didnt think it was dreamt to be this way
and what way was that really?
only God knows
and only God can tell
He is good and His mercy endureth
forever
so take me over and yonder
above this fleshly veil
of all the world and its tumult
i dont deserve the pigs pen
or the pigs trough
i am your daughter
and you will deal with those who are not
kind to me
for what is that but a vapor
even if doesnt last
it fades away into the sunglight
the rain falls and washes away all that
is distressing me
as im caught up in the ocean and
waves of your sweet love
tell me a story
Lord
one with You in it
for that is all im living for
is You and a touch
of Your glory-ar

No loss?

anger spins inside

like a tornado of fire

a wishing well

running strong

fire ablaze

set me aflame

my fists i clench

waiting while feeling such

emotional pain

anguish agony

such a sweet lot in this life

such a sweet thought id try

running faster

past all of those on the sidelines

i tred over the track

of this life

this sweet demise

how can it be good

if i feel pain

is it pain thast u brought

or some that ive carried all along so far

to this place

where i sit and stare at myself

in the face

i swing

i bat

i hit the jackpot

a homerun

the crowd is cheering

theres nothing left except for Jesus

to come back now

living my life for His kingdom

His kingdom come His will be done

to be apart from my lover

brings me such heartache

i ache

for Him

i ache for him

must i sit and waste away

in heartbreak

heartbreak hotel

check me in today

let me out when who knows

maybe tomorrow

if i can just sit and be patient

i think it might pass

whichever way is the way the

river of the Lord flows

and if He doesnt want this stream

to match that one

then its okay

it wont

a new day

a new breeze

spending my days here

Jesus says stop

and i listen gently

and submit my will to His

because my heart belongs to Him

and i dont care what it costs me

becayse im not stopping for anybody

no not today

theres new songs to sing

there is newness that other days will bring

me

and its okay

if you dont stop on my way

i wont cry i wont be sad

because i know Jesus blessings are on their way

and thats something that no one can dare take

trample over me

so what

i let you

was it a loss

no

not at all--ar

All of me

my heart clenches

to the thoughts of your humor

tears dissipate as a new day begins

and i wonder if you will be there

i wonder if this is just simply good bye

im done

im through

with this game with you

you seem so frightened

yet i want hold you as i would

a kitten and pat you

and let you know that it will be okay

perhaps we just met

so that you could bear

a little fruit

and i think of how much fun

it could have been with you

laughing away

and rejoicing in the King

but I will have to settle for not knowing

anything right now

of where this could possibly lead

all i know is

to you I want to give all of me--ar

Into a new journey

new life is about to begin

all that i dreamed of

and of whats heaven sent

a new day is birthing

i see how the dawn is rising

arise o sun

arise o new sun

for You are new every morning and its as if

I am looking at for you for the first time

and its as if ive been oh so blind

to what was there all along

its seems that the winds of change

are blowing my way

and they feel so pretty

how could i have known

that a wind could feel so great

its as if im on a journey

in a jungle

a maze of some kind

trying to find my way

and when i dare to step forth

will it be You I find?

speak to me

o breath of God

blow on me

make me fresh and anew

i am a new creature

and this is a new page

in my journey today

leaving whats behind

leaving yesterday behind

for you have no power

over me

you are disarmed

i will move on

i will gladly move forth

into the new thing that God is doing

in my life

Praise be to Him

for He makes me happy

Your ways are higher than my own

I wont trudge along

i will gladly run forward--ar

Precious Holy Ghost

comical curiousity

has me drinking

out of this river

where the waters taste gets better

and sometimes bitter

no not bitter

im not angry at such a lad

but i question his sincerity

and the fact of the matter is that

to speak in a riddle or a rhyme

or to try and reason

im leaving it all behind

for His very big Kingdom

The Lord said come and follow me

so with my tote i leave

im not looking for man, for pleasure, or lies

but to only see the Lord in the purest

form one of sweet sacrifice

take me over the river why dont you

i will see if you can swim or sink

but im walking on water

because its my faith

that pleases Him

what is it that u are doing

which brings honor to Him

the things done in secret

when no one is looking

are what matters to Him the most

what we do in the sweet presence

of His most precious Holy Ghost?--ar

Leaving it all behind for His kingdom

You say
Come and follow me
Where to Lord
I ask
You ask if I will leave it all behind
I say yes in a moments time
I will leave them all behind
To march on to foreign lands
knowing You are here with me
To go to india
to feed orphans
to go to South Carolina
to be part of a prayer summit
whatever Your will is
Youve set me free from the
American Dream
and its You i am after
So lead me over and yonder
wherever Your heart desires
I will leave them all behind
in a moments notice
in a moments time--ar