Come to my rescue Jesus

broken
sadness
depression
faint
fatigue
tired
weary
alone
afraid
scared
alone
well how the hell
did i ever end up here
was it his fault or hers
or anyone at all
when i think of loud music and blinding lights
i wonder if that would even help me out tonight
i think of the voices
and say
i dont even feel like talking tonight
i cant even whisper
i dont have the strength
i want to collapse but fear You wont
be there to catch me
if I just let go
of all of my control
in every area of my life
O dear God
im hurting to bad
i feel the pain rush
I cant even stop to feel
an inch of this agony
when I think who will come and rescue me?
behind closed doors
i dare to even shout
talking to You is what its really
all about
for me right now
if i can talk to You
i think I can make it through
maybe just one second at a time
but im tired of this crap
and im leaving it all behind
to take my faith and run with it
to take my new life
and just go with it
be with me
Lord just be with me here
Renew this mind
renew this spirit
renew this heart
give me a new heart
give me newness
i cry out to You
as if I havent eaten for years
as if ive starved myself
and im trying to push aside
all of my fears!
take me and help me
o sweet God of grace
Help me lovingly look into Your face
Jesus come to my rescue
I am calling out to You tonight
Come to my rescure
I dont have strength to fight!--ar